Yesterday was definitely my hardest day for this round. I was tired when I woke up, and never did get much energy! Spent most of the day on the couch, just feeling icky. It’s not just a regular tired feeling, but a completely drained, finding it difficult to think and process kind of feeling.
The good news is I haven’t had diarrhea at all this time – hooray! – but my digestion is still “off.” I can’t really tell if I’m hungry most of the time, but food generally tastes pretty good when I figure out what I want to eat. Sometimes it doesn’t settle all that well, but chewing gum helps.
I’ve been sleeping on the couch at night so I can prop myself up a bit, and that helps with the reflux issues. I realized when I woke up in the night that my bones were aching – yet another side effect from the chemo. Fortunately, I just shifted positions and the feeling subsided so I could go back to sleep, and I haven’t felt it at all during the day.
This morning I woke up feeling better – good enough to exercise again! I’ve decided to make it my goal to exercise daily – whether I feel like it or not. I wasn’t up for it yesterday, but it sure felt good to get back to it today. Don’t worry – I’m not pushing myself too hard!
After lunch I took a shower and got dressed, then had to sit down to put on my make-up. Baby steps! Enjoyed talking to my mom and Tara on the phone today, and started a 750-piece puzzle that Kent gave me for Christmas:
Tonight I was just grateful I had the energy to peel and chop potatoes for dinner! I realized that the burning sensation in the back of my throat is probably reflux as well. More famotidine and antacids! Ice cream helps with reflux too, right?
I’m giving God all the glory for sustaining and strengthening me!! Without Him, I can do nothing! Just pray that He would continue to give me strength in the days ahead, and each day would be better than the last!
Deb
Good to hear the positives! I know attitude is a huge factor in your journey!
Continuing to pray for you, your family and your medical team! 🙏❣️
Amy Warden
Thank you, Deb! ♥️
colleen
Look at that plank! You go, Amy! Praying for plank-like strength through the journey for you and your family. Thinking of you, lots!
Amy Warden
Plank-like strength – I love it!! 😀
Leslie
You’re awesome Amy! Wow exercising; so proud of you, especially since you said you weren’t over doing it with your activity! Sounds like your taking good care of yourself! I recently had to go to the hospital with low energy and no feeling (except tingles) in my arms, legs, and face. I had to have an IV of calcium because it was dangerously low. They took my thyroid out 2 years because I have over 100 little tumors in the throats (all benign). However, I found out they took my parathyroids on accident so my body doesn’t handle calcium now. It has been scary 1 1/2; however, they are now regulating it and I am feeling better! It was a crazy Christmas! It is the littlest of things that can really affect you! Like reflux and diarrhea can hurt so much! I pray for you that the little foxes that spoil your vine are understood by your doctors and they ensure your comfort as much as possible! Your daily observations will help in this journey! You are doing so good in your battle! Take care Amy ❤️
Amy Warden
Oh that’s so fascinating, Leslie! I’m glad they were able to help you! I’m in a Facebook group with women who have the same diagnosis and treatment plan and their advice and encouragement has been invaluable! Exercise was definitely recommended, and I can see why – it’s a mood booster more than anything. 😀
Linda Laughrey
Keep that positive attitude. You are doing good. You are one strong lady. Hope your day is good.
Amy Warden
Thank you, Linda!! Hope you’re doing well also! 😘
Denise Wilhelm
You’re an overcomer!! Praise God! I love puzzles – do I see a stand mixer in it?
Amy Warden
Yes you do!! It’s definitely a kitchen….